I am so happy right now. For so long I've been fighting with emotions and other crap... Not today. Today I am at peace. I spent the afternoon with Kat and... wow. We walked... That's all we did. That's all we had to do. It was raining, but not hard. It was wonderful. I walked her back to her house and was welcomed by her parents. She made us hot chocolate and we just chilled with music. I swear for a second... I felt at home. I held her close since we couldn't slow dance. I didn't want to let go. I'd give anything to be able to do it again... Anything...

I miss her already.